Hope is a good thing and maybe the best of  thing  .And no good thing ever dies....

No one can avoid being influenced by the cruel reality. Much as we may pride ourselveson our dream, we are no longer free to pursue them, for reality exerts a subtle influence  on us. Eventhough I encounter a lot of frustration during the course I run after my dream, I am still insisting on it.......     There was a time when I had  an illusion that I could change the whole world, finally,however, I realised I could only change myself......

  After a long time holiday....in fact,the"holiday" is just to other students.But in the case of me,it is otherwise.I spent 16 days learing NCE3 at New Oriental School in Zhengzhou. I even wondering now if it is a wrong decision,for  it seems that i should put more attention to my poor maths ...But I will not regret ."TOo succeed in such an enviroment requirs persistence  and confidence and we should do whatever it takes"

 After a long time waitting,i can sit here and enjoy my summer holiday now.Reading novels, enjoy big meals cooked by my father....it seems wonderful.

   But just two days,I am tired of this kind of life,I begin to yearn my school life,even though I have to study about 12hours a day.

   I finally find myself not a man who can be totally free,just enjoy and don't do anything everyday.I prefer a struggling  life.

  "If I rest,I rust".It is suitable to me...