well, I shared my feelings with the guy I liked and it didn't turn out the way I wanted. But I have decided oh well. If he doesn't like me someday I will find someone who does and then we will be together and I will be happier. I've also decided that I'm not going to live with any regrets. What fun is life if you're worried about every little thing. Unfortunetely I'm not exactly sure how to do this so if anyone has any pointers on where I could start I would really appreciate it. To all my loyal readers, I am sorry I haven't updated in a while. It's been kind of hectic.

<3Dawne<3

Okay, I need your help. I think I am like in love completely and totally with my friend. The only problem is I don't want to risk our friendship by telling him how I feel. Help me please! leave comments!

YAY! School is out for the regular school year. Summer school starts in a week and I'll be going for Creative Writing and to make up hours for missing school. It should be a lot of fun. Plus, I get to miss 2 weeks of summer school anyway for being a counselour at camp and it doesn't count against me. Nothing is really going on. My dance recital is next Saturday and I'm freaking out about that. For some reason I've been having these really weird dreams and I honestly think that it's all my friends' fault. I've been having dreams about getting married and for the past few months they've been giving me heck about thinking that I'm going to marry one of my guy friends. It's crazy. Anyway, um, I don't really know what all to say. I had a great time at prom. It was so much fun. Well, hey! Leave me some comments and let me know what else you want to hear about. Later!                                                      (L)Dawne(L)

Hey Everyone! How's it goin? Well, there's a bit to talk about. My mom is out of jail and now has a great job. Um, my boyfriend and I broke up this past Sunday because he likes someone else so, we decided it would be best if we were just friends. We're still going to prom together though and I think that it will be a lot of fun. Also, I think that I like someone that I've known for a while. It's a really complicated situation because of how we know each other so I won't go into it but I'm really hoping that at some point we can be together. Um, let's see. I took dance class pictures yesterday and today. yay. I hate pictures. At least now that I'm older they don't make me smile and I can just have a pout on my face instead. lol. Um, I can't think of anything else that has really gone on. I guess if anything else goes on I'll let you guys know. It was kind of a slow month but I think that I should be doing a lot more now that school is winding down and I'll be hanging out with my friends more often. Leave comments! Luv ya! (L)Dawne(L)

Hey Everyone!                                                                                                         

Thought I would go with the holiday and make everything green. YAY!!!!!!!!         

Sorry I haven't been keeping up to date blod entries. A lot of stuff has been       going on and I just haven't had the chance to sit and write out my experiences. This past Friday was my moms birthday and my grandma chose that day to tell me that she had been in jail for at least a few days prior to that. So there was   strike 1. Strike 2, I almost jepordized my relationship by making a huge             decision that could get someone else and myself in so much trouble it would be legally binding. Strike three, my boyfriend and I almost broke on Sunday            because I found out he might have been going out with me just because he      didn't want to make me feel bad by saying no. We got the third strike taken       care that night. No more drama there. For strike two, I'm still coming to terms with it so I will not fully address that now. With strike one, I think my only          problem is that people lied to me about the situation for so long and were not  truthful from the beginning. Anyway, that's all I've really got. I'll be on later     this week to give you another update, I promise.                                                 

(L)Dancing(L)Dawne(L)               (L)DANCING(L)DIVA(L)                       dancer4ev