The summer holiday coming.I don't know what I could do during the time.seems like my UCLA dream is gone.so many problems that let me down many times.seems life hold no promise.I'm still in darkness.I always saty up without sleeping.and think to myself.where do I belong forever.in whose arm.the time and place.oh my god.what i shoud do right now.I really want to tell dad and mom what I'm thinking about.but I'm afraid to be refuse.my dear reader.could you please tell me what I should do right now.can you?

                                                                                         A girl who is in trouble now.