Again I must confess I have been lazy to write, to study, to work out and to do anything lol. I’m guilty, Father. What is my punishment? Well, I know what it is. I haven’t catch up my adventures in my blog, I haven’t worked in my thesis projects, I’m still plumb and I feel guilty for been such a lazy bones lol.

Ok, let me tell you about my weekend trip. Friday night: I arrived late to our meeting point place but it was ok coz Alex arrived at 10pm and the hippie bus finally left the town at 1am. What the fuck??? We were in a caravan of busses.

Tatiana and I bought lots of bar fruits. We spent the night in the bus and finally arrived to some thermal waters at 9am. We climbed a stone and Naye (new Peter’s girlfriend, lover or both) was taking pictures of us with our cams. She said: ohh a camara is missing. It was my cam coz I had it in my pocket so I gave it to her.

Before that I was climbing the stone and hit Naye in her face lol and she had some blood haha. Later, she was taking the pic and she dropped my camara (by mistake of course). Well, my camara broke… fuck!!!! So, I don’t have photos of my trip and will have to pay to get my camara fixed (if it can be fixed). Fuck fuck.

Anyway, I didn’t get angry I just was a bit sad. Alex, Peter and Tatiana were swimming in the thermal waters I forgot my swimming clothes so I stayed in the grass near Monica and Naye. I wanted to fly away and my mind did it. I was playing in the “kids area games” of the park and enjoying with myself. Walking barefoot and thinking about life, Andrew (the guy who is coming to meet me lol) and many other issues.

This place with thermal water is so cool that we decided to come back to camp another day. Later, we left I don’t remember where or what we did. Oh yes, we arrived to the city and we were looking for a hostel to stay coz Moni didn’t want to camp in the parking place lol nor sleeping in the bus. Where did they adventure go? Finally, we found a cheap place and we have it all by ourselves. Next day some French girls joined us lol.

Something very funny was that everybody said it was gonna be very cold but in fact it was warm!!!! And I was carrying lots of warm clothes. That sucked. We were drinking some tequila but I didn’t get drunk =(. It was so funny coz we made a preparing drink with some sodas we bought and we were drinking in the street haha. I told my friends about Andrew.

Back hostel, we were chatting about the soul and spirit. Alex said he didn’t believe in that, he thought he was Darwin lol. I fell asleep. Woke up, listened they were still chatting about that and said: I don’t know if God exist but I do believe in some major force in the universe that rules the energies everywhere. I closed my eyes and slept again lol.

Next day, we were sightseeing and went to a stupid and very small town (so boring) but Alex was so excited. We found a kitchen classes of a new cooking product and we joined coz we though we would have free food lol. The meal sucked (we cooked it) but it was so funny. At the end Alex joined to a cooking contest we were tired and left him alone loool.

That night we shopped, ate some hamburgers in a stand and got some free sausages coz the hamburger man liked us lol. We went to an island. I was so fucking tired. The queue to take the ferry was huge and the island was so boring. We climbed a kind of monument and sat down while we were drinking vodka (a prepared mix we made ourselves) and talking about life. In that point I was just with Tatiana, Peter and Naye.

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I finally was drunk. We were going down the mountain and I fell down lol and all my friends: -oh my god… are you ok?. Me: -where is my drink? Hahaha
Suddenly, Naye started crying coz her uncle died some weeks ago. I was like: fuck me!!! Can’t I enjoy being drunk a bit? (I had to calm her down). Hmm, I don’t know why me if she was not even my friend but you know… so this is the picture of that moment: me drunk trying to make another drunk girl feel better. Hahaha.

Later, Monica was crying. Oh my god!!! So, here I go again. Drunk Sam making everybody feel better. Moni was sad coz she has been in love with Peter since 8 years ago. I told him: girl, Pete is my brother but you must get over him, you are a great girl and deserve someone who loves you. She was a bit better, but she kept crying in the ferry back to the land.

That night we came back to our hostel at 5am. I opened my sleeping bag and jumped to bed.  Bye everybody. I woke up at 8:20 am. Moni told me I did something bad Sam. She was telling me last night that Peter and Naye were boyfriends or something. So, that night Moni went to the bathroom and heard some noises. she decided to open the door and found them having sex!!! They closed the door fastly. Later, Mini apologized to Naye and she told Moni: if your relationship with Pete didn’t work …let him alone.

My poor girl!!! Imagine seeing the boy you love with another woman having sex hahaha that’s not good at all. I hope Moni will forget Pete soon. But what it’s true is that our team is broken coz Moni can’t and mustn’t meet Pete anymore. Such is life. We won’t travel together anymore but I told Moni she will always be my friend and that I love her so much. =)

 About Andrew I was very exciting to going back home and talk to him online. But when we did it, it wasn’t so exciting. =( He is coming in 9 days. I’m scared of falling in love with him coz I don’t want a stupid long distance relationship nor does he. I suppose he just want a weekend affair even though he says it would be nice to meet me again after this weekend. Who knows, he’d like me going to meet him in his city.  This is so complicated. Why do I make things so difficult? Why can’t I meet a guy near my home?   
My friends say I must be smart and careful about Andrew coz it’s kinda strange he is coming so fast. We haven’t talked even for a month. But I guess it’s not that bad we will be in my country, he doesn’t know the language well but he has been here before and I told him I was going to X city the weekend we met online so he said he wants to take me there coz he has been there before and he would be my guide lol … isn’t that strange?
What if he will steal my kidney? :-S any advice?

I forgot. Yesterday I ate some fast food that I bought and the fast food boy was making conversation with me. He asked me what I was studying and my name. I gave him fake answers lol. I said my name was Daniela and that I studied law. He said: yes girl, keep studying or you will finish like me (being a fast food girl lol).

I'm pretty excited coz tonight I'm leaving the city. We are going to a very cold place so it seems I'm going to siberia lol coz I need gloves, a jacket, my sleeping bag and everything that counts like "warm clothes". I hope I wont get sick.
I also have a bottle of tequila in my bag. Peter will bring the whiskey and Monik the vodka. Life is good right? oh yes.

Yesterday morning my professor brought us a little bread for everybody and some chocolate milk to drink. All this for halloween. He is a very good person I like him so much and I hope he will be my asesor. At night I met KAry and she said to everybody that it was my b'day so a girl sang to me "happy birthday" in Korean!!!! Oh my god!!!! I cant believe it. It sounded so sweet.

The teacher said she will bring a cake for my bday and for the bday's of other girls that will be older in november.

Well, My boss Ivette gave me a bday present too!! a nice bag ... i used yesterday and today. Also, this afternoon she took me to have a nice meal. OMFG. She is so awesome.

Now, i must keep packing and preparing to leave. HEre is cold and rainy. It sucks... but I'm so happy.

Thank God for everything I got, for the people around me for my friends, for my Marika for my readers, for my ICQ full of people, for my mom, etc.

by the way I deleted Ernst! and i will keep going to move on. Life is short and I dont have time to waste it.

See you soon!!! I will take pics of Samantha looking like a eskimo lol.
I hope I will not freeze to dead.
Kisses to everybody.

Yesterday night I talked a lot with the boy who is coming to meet me in November so I went to be at 1am lol. I woke up late but I didn’t care. I’m happy thinking about him. I arrived like 7 minutes late to my classes but something strange was in the air. I took the subway and it there weren’t many people. It seems the city was empty lol.

 

My professor arrived and we talked about some Bill about new clean energies. I said two smarts quotes in the class lol. Wow, I’m 22 years now and I’m getting better. I will have to give a little speech for that class soon… I will do my best.

 

I’m kinda excited about him to come to meet me but at the same time I’m a bit scared lol. He is coming in 2 weeks!!!!!! I don’t have enough time to shape up hahahahahaha. I have been lazy again, being a couch potato but I must do something.

 

Well, about this guy. He is older than me lol he is 29 and has a PhD … how cool is that? He could help me to find info about my thesis topic woohoo.  He will arrive on Friday afternoon and leave on Monday afternoon, so he won’t stay long but he is just coming to meet me. We will go to another city lol. He has been in my country before so he even knows places I have never been before hehe. He said he wanna spoil me.

 

Hahaha today an old architect came to the office. He said he was designed something for old retired people and he wants to build also a dance floor coz old people loves dancing hahaha how cool is this? Ohh, my boss gave me a birthday gift.. a green purse lol.

Boys and girls, today 22 years ago I was born somewhere in what is called the New Continent lol.
I wanted to hide but I guess I didnt. I didnt go to work nor University but I spent a nice day. I got lost of messages from my friends, sms, post on facebook, phone calls, etc.
I think I'm loved looooo. I hope so.
Today I got 3 new pairs of shoes and a purse lol and some money as b'day presents.
I will be out for the weekend coz my friends and I will celebare my b'day in another city in a "hippie bus". It will be so cool.

My exboyfriend wrote me an email saying I'm special and precious aww he is so cute. I dont know what I must answer him back. I was wondering if he would remember my b'day (coz he always forgot it) but he did this time

Well, I'm older now and it's time to move on. Last night I talked to my father about my future and I know I must move on. Life is a travel and I can't stay here forever. For example, I will detele Ernst of my MSN and facebook. He is past. He doesnt have a space in my life now. I will clean my life...

I cant believe this is happening to me. Wow, it is sooo amazing.

Last Saturday I was in a chat loool (I was supposed to be studying) but I was there and I met a guy. He had a video call and spent a cool time. On Sunday we kept talking and last Monday he ask me: Would you like to meet me in real?

Me: yes, sure

He: what about this weekend?

Me: omfg…are you kidding?

 

Well, he wasn’t kidding!!!! He will come to meet me in november !!! Wow, that’s cool. He will only come to meet me.!!!! Wow…. So I must be very cool coz he will travel about 3.5 hours in a plane to another country just to meet me!!! :D

 

This is so awesome. Im so glad. This is soooo crazy but he said we have a good chemistry and life is done to enjoy things like this. So, he is cooooommmmmminnnng!!!!!! Just for a week coz he is busy with his work but that aint matter.

 

We could spend a weekend together. I will invent something in my house in order to leave with him. I’m not a kid anymore loool. Well, he is not really my tipe of boy, but he is great, he is smart and cool and it seems we share lots of things in common (he says so loool).

 

He also said im gorgeous, smart, lovely and a sweetheart looool (well, that is totally true) lol

 

Tomorrow is my birthday…woohooo

I’m going to have a dinner with my Father now…

 

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Im so tired. I decided to focus on my studies so I'm not in the festival :( so sad coz so far I havent studied and it seems i have some problems with my printer. lol
Instead of that I have been chatting hahahaha and meeting some interesting people :D oh yeah...

Anyway, im tired. I have my computer back so i try to put everything in order. :D
On Wenesday is my birthday :-O what are you gonna gimme a present?
I wont be online tomorrow Sunday coz I have to study...
it's my last exam probably ... in all my College life .. so i must do my best :D

By the way, I wanna go on vacation probably I will but in summer .... or spring? xD
Yes, I need a partner :D is anyone there? xD a friend of mine say i can go by myself backpacking looool so if i never write again it's coz I died in the way lol

xD
Ok, i better go coz tomorrow is a hard day ... kisses

ohhhh i forgot :D I found out how i can become and teacher and i will be preparing myself to become a teacher next year :D that's cooooooooool

Time and tide wait for no man." " Fate and love wait for no one!"
life is toooo short... lets rock baby!

Hello Sib. Since some months ago you have been flying in my mind and rocking my world but lately I realize I’m not in love with you anymore. Why? Because I realize I can’t love someone who doesn’t care about me. You don’t give a fuck about me. You don’t even appreciate me as a friend. So, I don’t wanna go and meet you. You have lost your magic for me … I don’t find you as hot as before. I’m free now.

 

Last weekend I met online a person who cheated on me and showed me a picture of himself that wasn’t he. Ohh, we shouldn’t trust so easily hehehe. Anyway, he is a very nice and kind person. It was just strange coz who knows how many people have fooled me hehehe.   Once Marija made a mistake a sent me the pic of another girl so I thought she was other girl and later she told me she wasn’t her LOL so strange…

 

About my holidays I have made up my mind and I won’t go abroad. Perhaps I will make a small trip and prepare a trip for spring when is not cold and is not hot. I want holidays so bad to have free time to think and find myself. I need some meditation, some time to be with myself. I’d like to go to a spiritual retreat  just to meditate and not talk at all. Talking only to myself.

 

Last Monday I went to my seminary class and it was very good. I must change my attitude. A positive attitude overcomes any obstacle. So, I will try to get good grades these last months. On December I will have time to meditate and decide what I’ll do for the rest of my live.

 

But, I must start to enjoy life now. We can say “when I do this … I will be happy” That is rubbish. We must be happy now … today.

Lately, I haven’t worked out… I don’t have my laptop with me that drives me crazy … I need it. I started to be lazy again. I can’t coz I must shape up even if I don’t go to Brazil lol.

 

I’m sleepy. Ohhh. They say 10pm is a great hour to go to bed but honestly I can’t sleep at that time. I always have so many things to do that I can’t jump to bed so early. I need more organization but really I don’t know how. I like sleeping so much.

 

 

I’m a piece of shit. There’s no doubt about it. As usual, I didn’t do my homework during the weekend and on Sunday night I was going to do it but I was tired and I better slept. My plan was to wake up at 4am to be able to read my papers and do a small project with them.

 

My alarm sounded at 3:55 but I didn’t wake up. “It’s ok” I said to myself. It is just a class. Well, it is a class where I haven’t participated at all and where I haven’t done all my homework.

I feel kinda guilty but I don’t care. Lately, I don’t want to go to my classes (I have just 3). I think I’m sick of them but I must do it. My classes will finish on December and then I won’t have classes anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I need to do it but I feel so …. So strange. My thesis topic sucks and mind is thinking about everything but not about my studies. I’m lost. My spirit is out of my body. I’m a zombie. Maybe this situation is coz I made up my mind. I wanna be a teacher and my current studies doesn’t fix with what I want to do for my future.

 

I know I shouldn’t regret but honestly I don’t know what I have been doing the last 4 years of my live. Did they just go to the trash? Did I learn something? YES, I could be a teacher of Geography and History also and as you know I wanna be an English and Spanish teacher. And who knows If I learn proper French … I could even be a French teacher.

 

I met a teacher yesterday on ICQ. He is teacher of History and English J I will ask him how is to be a teacher coz Andrei Urbano says it is not that good hehehe. My mom said Charles has a friend who owns a High School!!! So, he could hire me as teacher J wow.

 

Professor Samantha is here baby!!!!!!!!!!! So, as you can see I’ve got my plans and my Uni is not here. But, yes, I know I need my degree so I promise I will stop being lazy. I will work hard this last months to get good grades, finish my Thesis and graduate J Then, I will be able to be a PROFESSOR.

 

About holidays, my mom says I should go to somewhere coz after graduation I will start working and won’t have enough free time to travel around the world… hmm hmmm.