My class often begins at 8 o'clock and I have a habit of getting up an hour head. The clock often wakes me up. This morniny, I sense something different. It seems that the time is late, but the clock still remains silent. I quiz my hunband whether he forgot to set the clock or not. My husband comforts me that he did set the clock. I lie in the bed ,waiting for the alarming. I have waited for half an hour, but still there is no sign. What seems odd is that bangs come one after another.I can tell other teachers leave the apartment. I am anxious to know the time, so I urge my husband to comfirm the time. Reluctant, he holds up the alarm clock. My god, comes his reply. It's four minutes to eight. To be exact, the next ten minutes is most efficient in my life. I grasp the clothes and put them on quickly. Unable to wash my hands and face, I just comb my hair as fast as I can. Rushing downstairs, I do my buttons. I arrived at the classroom, breathlessly, using the fastest speed. Even so, I am ten minutes late. Having said  sorry to my dear students, I begin my class hurriedly. Thank Godness, I have prepared the class wholy ahead of time. I scold myself more than once for my carelessness. It embarrassed me so much that I want to dig a hole to hide.

Since the eduction reform, the old ways of teaching change greatly. The students are required to enjoy the whole weekend, so they don't have to stay in school any longer. Neither do the teachers. I can spare myself a joyful weekend and save myself from the busy and tiring things. Once I am free, I am at a loss what to do in my free time. A lot of spare time is wasted in watching movies and television. Nothing is achieved during this period of time. The sense of success can't felt for such a long time that I even begin to feel depressed. Under the direction of an old and experienced teacher, I understand that  it's a pity that I didn't make full use of my spare time. More than one thing needs to be done. One of them is to be mature as a teacher. Reading more and writing more are nothing but excellent. Reading gives us a chance to experience others life and writing makes us more logical and wiser. I swear by the moon that's by my side, it's certain that I will do more readhing and writing from now on.

Whatever you do, you need to put enthusiasm to it, for enthusiasm makes a great difference. I can especially sense this. Nothing can't be done if you are passionate enough. I can tell why celebrities and artists are successful. Every time I have a chance to admire their performances, I am influenced by their zeal.  As a teacher, I have to learn from them. Enthusiasm plays an important part in teaching. Without it, the students will be likely to be asleepy and the effect of teaching will be poor. But I find it difficult to be enthusiastic. I have imagined many times what it would be like when I teach students with passion. When I am on the stage, the result is totally a different thing. Each time I am on the stage, my words lack power. It is just a job to me. I teach students just to earn money and to finish a kind of task that is my duty. I amn't willing to do it but i am forced to do and have to do it. I know the artists own the invaluable ability, so  I will  devote a great part of my spare time to learning from them. I do believe I can have this kind of ability once I am diligent enough.

I'd like to summarize my life once one period ends since I am a teacher and I always require students to do such things. I try to improve my pronunciation in every way imagined. I also experienced a lot of frustration. Even now , I dare say there is great room for improvement. I senced my fault in pronunciation in the first place. I always seemed to speed up in the latter part of each sentence, which revealed that I was impatient and eager to finish and it made the listeners feel uncomfortable. I formed this habit because i took the wrong information while in college. I took it  for granted  that speed meant everything. It was really cool if i could speak as fast as I could, so little attention was payed to intonation. In order to right this doing, I payed more efforts. I learned to sing songs, whose effects were quite appearant. One problem is that I dare not let others hear me and sometimes I don't imitate the song in exactly the same way. Lacking supervision leads to this result. In order to reduce its side effects, I tape the song I sang, and compare it with the original one. I helps  a lot. I still think I will someone to listen to me and gives me advice in the near future.

Today, I feel especially angry, but i don't want to expree my true feelings to my boyfriends. I don't want to make him angry.too. To be frank, I don't feel satisfied with my present situations. I want to complain almost anything, for things seems frustrating. Men are very strange. If you are good to them, maybe they can't take it  the same way   as you want to express to it. There is no doubt that conflicts will appear. When similiar  kinds of thiings happen, the atmosphere become uneasy. How I wonder to be single all the time. I have nothing to care about. I need to care about no one's feeling besides me. That would be perfect. But times passed can never turn back. When two persons make up a family, we have more things to deal with not less. We have more things to consider rather than more people are fond of us and more people can help us. We may sense unfairness . One more thing to mention, women can't spoil men, because they can become bad. Once they are spoiled, they become lazy and  unconsiderate. They would always take what women do for them for granted. No wonder, there are endless quarrals between members. We all want the other family members think of us before themselves but unluckily, they prefer us to do just the same kind of thing. There is no absolute fairness existing in this world but as a woman myself, I strongly advocate all the women seek it as much as possible. Talking about fairness, I even don't want to get married. Marriage puts me into an embarrassed condition. I have to try my best balance my interests, my work and my family life. I can't do as i wanted in the past. Someone is always there to say no to you rather than support you. At these moments, I doubt the reasons to get married.