Octavio send me a message tonight saying:

Comrade how are you? i hope not with hangover haha. A favour please, I you have some book bla bla bla can you bring them tomorrow please? see you

What the hell is that? :(

I guess he is not interested on me?

waht do you think? my girl friend told me dont asnwered him but i did .. I wrote: hi comrade, ok i bring them tomorroe but remember me to give them to you hahahaha

..i need your opinions... pls :(
why he didnt ask me for a date better? hahaha XD

I don’t know why in these days many of my friends are feeling down… I feel down sometimes too, but I can’t show my weakness, I must be strong to support my friends and I can’t afford feeling sad or down. Anyway yesterday I went to bed at 7pm hahaa coz I was not feeling like doing anything so I better sleep to not think about it.

Sometimes I feel that everything is the same and that life is strange and that I have nothing to live for. I don’t know I wish I had more friends and do exciting things…sometimes everything is so boring.

Anyway, If somebody wanna talk to me, please feel free to do it, you can contact me through ICQ.
I’d be happy to meet you… See you J

Since almost one year I have new friends and with these girls new experiences came, but also bad things like saying lots of bad words...

Now me and my friend wanna finish that, we are trying to not say bad words anymore xD.

Other thing is that sometimes in my classes there are people who is so smart and I wonder: how the hell can they know so many things and be so smart? xD

So I feel bad coz I know nothing hahahaha well I know somethings but I'm lazy :( and I dont read enough to be in their level

Also I never use make up and maybe its time to use it xD to win Octavio's heart? hahaha

I would try to do jogging ... I'm gonna try

I wanna watch more movied

and learn dancing!!!!

Well this is time to change and be better... hope it will work

also i will fight for octavio's love hahahaha

and let see what life brings..

soon Im going to do a travel...tell ya later

Such a beautiful morning
Such a beatiful day
Grace came as a warning
So I wont lose my way

I'm in front of the ocean
You came out of the blue
There's that streeping emotion
I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
I've been dreaming of you
You're my dream come true
I'm in love with you

That's what I feel for Oct. I know its silly coz' I barely know him but since the first time I saw him I felt something. I don't know what it is, I feel different, last days I was happy for being in love and now I feel down.

I dont love him...do I? I think I dont love him but I'm in love with him, thats different,m because being in love is a chemical thing. Well, I dont know exactly but there's something about him that drives me crazy.

Im so confused and  now I dont feel very happy....I have never felt this way....

so strange, so dangerous, so funny, so in love

Hope someday see a world of Peace.

I hate war and Violence!

I’m so happy today Octavio sat next to me and we were talking and playing all the class. At the beginning of the class he asked me for my phone number YEAH!!! and also I gave him my ICQ.
So it seems like everything goes perfect!!! I love this guy!
at the end of the class I walked home with Tony and Daniel hahaha J I’m a hearts breaker

I'm the Best!!!!!  lol

Hmm I’m kinda worried hehe today Octavio sat down very far for me… I couldn’t even see him! and at the end of the class I left fast so I didn’t talk to him. I don’t wanna show myself as a crazy girl who is madly in love with him (even when it’s true)

Tomorrow I promise that I will do whatever it takes to talk to him and at least find out if he has girlfriend J haha I think I need that information now! I don’t wanna be in love with him if he has gf. I hope he doesn’t have hahaha.

I won’t be a coward. I’ve been dreaming of him, he can be my dream come true L

I’m in Love with You Octavio!

I’m so tired but I wanna write about the last days.

On Thursday I talked to Oct and he wanted me to go with him to a march about a social movement. The problem with Oct and me is that he is too radical, he is a socialist but a real one not a wanane be like me J

Well he is an smart boy and I sure I can grow up as person with him. But talking about last Thursday the fact was that I didn’t go with him and his other friends, because I’m not a girl of marchs hahaha. After not seeing him I was waiting for my friend to leave and when we were walking to the metro I saw that he was behind me with his friends hahaha oh my god!! Of course he was going to the march  hahaha but we didn’t talk even when I’m sure he saw me and I saw him. Hmm I hope we can make things better because I really like him.

On Friday I went to dance a bit with a friends and we met some guys, they were very funny and cool but not very handsome hahaha. I was supposed to meet Emi there but I left before he could arrive. I think that was better in that way because now I’m only interested in Oct!!!!!

Oh im so in love with him that I must seem silly, I’m afraid maybe things can go good as I want.L

Anyway I will wait to Monday to see him again and work on that.

I’m so tired now…

Every morning Mr Sun enters to my window
I thank God for a new day
Like everyday I will try to be better
and smiling I’ll do things with Love
Good morning Hapiness… Good morning Mr sun… Good Morning Love
Good morning Life….
I will keep trying to be better!!!

hehehe this is silly but funny and I think it's a good way

to start our jorney!!!!!

Good morning Happiness!!!!!