You know what?

you have no idea what i'm talking about*about the boy who i've been loved for 4 years*,

when s&m said *hey,pay more attention to yourself!*,i felt that I totally woke up,yes,that's the point,i've been sleeping for nearly 4 years!

why should i love him so much,i remember i only have the feel when we were classmates,then,after changing the class,i don't have the feel anymore,what i love may probably is the past!the boy who was the boy,not now,for sure.

I think it's really a waste of time when you can't get out of your old memories.God bless me,help me to forget about him,just now,i don't want any little things related to him,admit it,he is the person who lives in your past.and Only Past!!!

Wake up,do not be silly anymore,he's gone,it's time for new,everything new!!!

xoxo.