and where they came from 4 you! 2 B inside of you*

a little something that happened in my science driven life and mind, and things i can i share that i find!some times of this kind!

i feel great to know people are going to start not lie to me about how horrible of a person i am and even though i cannot help it dont not want to be a part of ruining everyones life so even if iget to heaven i will ask god if he can send me to hell AND  make it as impossable 4 me to get out as it is 4 the devil! its the best i can do becuase of how embarrased i am about myself!

and they sure were right they said! i wish i would drop dead 4 them they are so perfect i guess they understand science and i thought people believes theories still!

our media explains my everyday life well and easy, i know nothing especially one single thing is going to be told about or shown that will replace and fix all our problems at once, but what else of intrest might show up on my television?

surprises,lies hate and pain, what a way to make movies real life!

see?

you know more than what they teach about things in the news and at school or maybe at school but i cannot go to school till death!

i am sure i just got banned 4 demanding what the sign said on the chat room but this aint russia!

in my computer and mind i need to like intrest in everything i find and one day i will teach our world 2 b kind , this kind!

so where and when and too now?/// maybe a little self explination, like why i think we are supposed to ALLl ive under a big group of stars but that would take too long and no one wants to look at my blog that long!

fullfill my need to fill
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start my my life with a fate and kill
i will only enjoy and think until
i forever am made to be still
that will make me alive now
change this how
should i be alLowed to speak about it and me
like i deserve to WANT to pick who i want to be!

is the only living male who had any children so our name will knot carry one, but i am schitzo-effective bipolar, so am i a bigger fruit cake to fall of our family tree than i think please help!?/

3ENUF@2 see them yetA LITTLE BIT OF A GOOD TIME and very constructive 2 and 4 everyone and their very own mostly privately held personal lives luckily 4 them 2 hard to be expected 2 try and explain!, but maybe 2 1 person worth the find for a few moments right, anyway the more i do the more i will learn to make these say longer ideas but if they are to be compounded then this is how they in the beginning sounded!

like never knew that could be possible and that reading their idea proved it to me why?
and all they said was"sorry to burst your bubble but ghosts arent real " like they have the voice of god or something!

i guess in opinions if fact isnt good enough anything real in EVERYONES mind is reality enough 4 them!@!

just becuase its all mine!

i will write about some l0gic of science they dont teach at school becuase you can see it when KNOT looking in2 a book!