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I thought no one cared.
Nov 20th 2009, 11:47 PM
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So Thursday I made another appointment with Dr. Beirne was able to go meet him. I met a girl there and we started talking. I found out her name is Jenny and she is from India and it was an interesting encounter because we kept talking and it kept leading from one thing to another. She even complimented me and said I was very friendly so I must have a lot of friends and is very fun to talk to. I thought that was nice of her, however I get unnoticeable after a while so despite the fact that many people knows me they end up forgetting about me so in the end it's an endless cycle.
After talking with Dr. Beirne I went to eat lunch with Khoi again. I also called Hoang so he could join us because last semester he said "I can't believe y'all went to eat lunch without inviting me." I felt bad because it doesn't feel good to be left out and forgotten so I try not to do it to others.
Hoang came and he suddenly got a phone call and said he was going to go hang out with someone else. I thought that was kinda wrong since he's ditching us for other friends as soon as he got another invitation. So Khoi and I went to play badminton before our class started and I was able blow off a lot of anger. Maybe I need anger management.
So I stayed after school again on Thursday night to dissect the things and learn the orientation of the body organs since no one was willing to help me out. Amanda and I were studying together and suddenly she left me to go somewhere with Alana for an hour. I got really pissed off so I joined some Vietnamese girls and studied with them instead. When Amanda returned I was still angry and if I was gonna be around her I might go into bitch mode so I decided to stay away and calm my myself down. She kept calling me to come back but I just go answer one or two of her questions and then went back to the Vietnamese girls instead of sticking with her the whole way through.
So I found out those other two Vietnamese girls are named Carol and Thuy. I see them all the time in lab and class but I was too shy to talk to them. We clicked pretty fast and kept getting side tracked and talking about other things off topic. However I had a lot of fun. I wish I had more Asian friends so I don't feel so out of place like I do now.
This morning I attended open lab again because Thuy and Carol asked me to and I wanted to look at more of the organs. We clicked pretty well and kept talking about all sort of things. They claim I'm not Asian enough because I don't go to karaoke with my friends. I find it too embarrassing and plus i can't sing that well so it's better not to go. They said they wanted to hang out sometime so I asked them for their number. As Thuy was writing down her number Karma walked by and I asked Karma is she was leaving already. Karma said they're about to close open lab in 2 minutes. So I looked at my watch and saw that I had forgotten the time and was late to go see Anh Duy. So I ran out before Thuy finish writing down her number. As I ran out I sae them looking up at me with a "Wait Up!" look but I ran anyways because I was late.
I invited Anh Duy to go eat the night before and he said he was going to go pick me up. WHen I saw him, he brought a friend along. His friend was from India and was named Isan I think. He was really nice and he had a lot to talk about with me. We continually engage in all sorts of conversations. When we got to the Pho restaurant Duy suddenly asked me " Wait, isn't your birthday this month?" I was surprised he remmebered my birthdya was in November because I thought he didn't care about that kind of stuff. Then I told him it's already passed and no one even remembered, not even my parents. So Anh Duy told me how come you didn't tell me. Then he said don't be sad, we're growing older so Birthdays don't mean that much anymore, but I'll take you out next time for your birthday. I thought that was really nice of him. He doesn't seem like that considerate kind of guy but he is very nice to me at times that would caught me off guard.
So I went home and got a call from Christine. She told me she was scared to call because she had forgotten my birthday. I thought it was quite funny that she was that scared. She even told me she thought I was going to chew her raw...hahahha.
I guess I've reached that age where my birthday isn't important anymore. it's just another day of the year.
After talking with Dr. Beirne I went to eat lunch with Khoi again. I also called Hoang so he could join us because last semester he said "I can't believe y'all went to eat lunch without inviting me." I felt bad because it doesn't feel good to be left out and forgotten so I try not to do it to others.
Hoang came and he suddenly got a phone call and said he was going to go hang out with someone else. I thought that was kinda wrong since he's ditching us for other friends as soon as he got another invitation. So Khoi and I went to play badminton before our class started and I was able blow off a lot of anger. Maybe I need anger management.
So I stayed after school again on Thursday night to dissect the things and learn the orientation of the body organs since no one was willing to help me out. Amanda and I were studying together and suddenly she left me to go somewhere with Alana for an hour. I got really pissed off so I joined some Vietnamese girls and studied with them instead. When Amanda returned I was still angry and if I was gonna be around her I might go into bitch mode so I decided to stay away and calm my myself down. She kept calling me to come back but I just go answer one or two of her questions and then went back to the Vietnamese girls instead of sticking with her the whole way through.
So I found out those other two Vietnamese girls are named Carol and Thuy. I see them all the time in lab and class but I was too shy to talk to them. We clicked pretty fast and kept getting side tracked and talking about other things off topic. However I had a lot of fun. I wish I had more Asian friends so I don't feel so out of place like I do now.
This morning I attended open lab again because Thuy and Carol asked me to and I wanted to look at more of the organs. We clicked pretty well and kept talking about all sort of things. They claim I'm not Asian enough because I don't go to karaoke with my friends. I find it too embarrassing and plus i can't sing that well so it's better not to go. They said they wanted to hang out sometime so I asked them for their number. As Thuy was writing down her number Karma walked by and I asked Karma is she was leaving already. Karma said they're about to close open lab in 2 minutes. So I looked at my watch and saw that I had forgotten the time and was late to go see Anh Duy. So I ran out before Thuy finish writing down her number. As I ran out I sae them looking up at me with a "Wait Up!" look but I ran anyways because I was late.
I invited Anh Duy to go eat the night before and he said he was going to go pick me up. WHen I saw him, he brought a friend along. His friend was from India and was named Isan I think. He was really nice and he had a lot to talk about with me. We continually engage in all sorts of conversations. When we got to the Pho restaurant Duy suddenly asked me " Wait, isn't your birthday this month?" I was surprised he remmebered my birthdya was in November because I thought he didn't care about that kind of stuff. Then I told him it's already passed and no one even remembered, not even my parents. So Anh Duy told me how come you didn't tell me. Then he said don't be sad, we're growing older so Birthdays don't mean that much anymore, but I'll take you out next time for your birthday. I thought that was really nice of him. He doesn't seem like that considerate kind of guy but he is very nice to me at times that would caught me off guard.
So I went home and got a call from Christine. She told me she was scared to call because she had forgotten my birthday. I thought it was quite funny that she was that scared. She even told me she thought I was going to chew her raw...hahahha.
I guess I've reached that age where my birthday isn't important anymore. it's just another day of the year.
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