Today Ahmed asked me if I had a best friend.. and to be honest I  said no.  I consider myself like a lonely person and that's ok. I get bored easily and I have never found someone who is interested in the same things as me. Of course I share some points of view with some of my friends but no one can truly understand me.

Through internet I have found more in common people that in real life... I dont know. I'm sure I have friends here (I wanna believe) but I dont know if it is good to put them a status... the status of "best friend." There are friends ...

I also dont believe in the word "bad friend" coz is someone is a bad friend he/she is not a real friend.

I'm a very reserved girl so I dont call someone "Friend" easily, not even in school. I have learnt that most of the people in my classes are just classmates, not real friends. I dont open myself to unknow people easily.

Anyway, I would still like to have a friend who shares the sames interests than me. It seems I have friends for different parts of my life: party friends, travel friends, culture friends .... etc. For example, I'm kinda sick of one of my friends, she only thinks about drinks and boys... yuck.

Ahmed said I need to find best friends, maybe he is right. I guess my ex boyfriend was also a best friend.... pity he is far away now. 

Kisses to everybody!!!

te dua!