Today I have received distance to yesterday's day.

I'm still kind of sad, but I've shot out the guy from my thoughts.

I don't think that he's the reason for my sad mood, yet.

At least for these pair of hours.

It's more like a deep dissatisfaction for which I've not already found the reason.

Maybe also the long absence of good friends makes me so sentimental.

Because of a training period I cannot see them each day and talk 'bout my problems.

The property in the training period is that today I've discovered a small glimmer of hope.

It was a saying on the wall in a darkroom.

"Negative thoughts disturb the way to [...] success."

He contains a piece of big truth.

I've decided to write it down and stick it to my cover.

As a glimmer of hope.

Love, ashley ♥