I'm in my work. My lovely boss in on vacation so in her place there's a lawyer called Sylvie who isn’t as good as my boss. A family came to ask for some help to fix something about a pension and a kid was with then. The kid reminds me to Mustafa, he is staring at me … maybe he is in love with me? Hehehe but he doesn’t smile … Hillary gave him a chocolate.

So, I will use this time to write about my weekend trip coz when I’m at home I’m lazy to write.

On Friday I left my work at noon and ran to be bus station. I met my friends in the subway. We were in the bus at 1pm and arrived to the other city at 4 o’ clock. Esmi took so long to pick us from the bus station that we went to the market to buy something to eat. That night we went to celebrate Esmi’s birthday to a expensive club… coz one of Esmi’s friends had tickets to enter free. This friend.. Paul… I used to chat with him long ago but now that I saw him, he has changed a lot!!! He is very hot now hahaha metrosexual!!! Or maybe gay.

So, it was a confusing moment and we left to another bar where Esmi was going to drink for free for her birthday and believe me…she needed to drink for free coz she drinks a lot!!!!  We went to a gay club and it was kinda funny… in one moment I thought: -“maybe I need a girlfriend?” hahaha then I laughed and think about how hawt is Sibin and knew that I don’t want girls hahahaha. J

During the trip I was flying far away with my mind… I didn’t even think in my “far love” but I did think about gorgeous Sibin! I thought “what would he do here? Would he have fun? xD “ I’m crazy …. Everyday when I pass for a bridge in my way to work and coming back home I listen a song …that reminds me Sibin and I sing it and smile at the world……………  then everything is good, the world becomes a better place and the sun shines.

Anyway, my far away love is a bit jealous … and he has not idea that Sibin exist hehehe. I have never had this crazy thoughts about someone…I like him sooo much. Well, yesterday night Ernst talked to me in the messenger and he said “when will we meet? Gimme your phone again”. I gave it to him and I expected he was going to call me today but he didn’t xD motherfucka!!! Hahaha he sent me and SMS saying: hi girl, how are you?, greets. J So I’m answered: Hi boy, I’m ok I hope you too. Revolutionaries greets J hehehehe

I supposed we are going to meet again…after almost 2 years that we haven’t seen each other… I don’t know what he wants.. we used to date together 2 years ago..in summer exactly, and we had lots of fun. He said he liked how I kiss and many other things. He is a very handsome boy… a player to be honest… and I don’t wanna be another want in his collection or who knows I’m young.

I finally watched Harry Potter, it’s cool. I have been shopping today and yesterday and I have lots of new clothes and I don’t have a place for them L I’m happy. I have positive attitude since I read a book about “Freedom from yourself”. I think it’s working coz I feel glad all the time and ready to face the world… happiness is inside us.

Besos hermanita =)