I feel a bit stressed. The problem is that I’m very lazy. Today I changed my University schedule. I will be back to the morning classes. It’s good. The problem is that I left my friend Kary alone in the afternoon. I’m also stressed coz I have already missed the first three classes and I don’t know why I worry too much always. I must relax I know. I’m sorry for my friend but honestly I hate being at night in a cold, dark and noisy classroom.

It just for some months. It will pass soon. I hope I won’t miss my friend Kary. I will be able to see now other friends of mine.

Today I talked to Sib. He is finally back from his holidays but his dad is sick. I hope he will be healthy soon. I was talking to Sib and he said if he had the time and money he would come to met me, but he didn’t even know where I live!!!! What a fucker!! Hehehehe but I still like him.

Well, now I don’t know where I will go for winter holidays coz my friends won’t go to Brazil now coz they said the flight ticket is very expensive now hmm. I will be in a trip for winter but I also wanna go abroad but I don’t know where. My mother said: it would be good idea if we buy your ticket now. But I don’t know where to go!!!!!!!

By the way, I started to find attractive a man from my office. He must be in his early thirties. Oh my god…  The first person I talked about this was Sib lol.  I’m tired now but I guess I will read something for my homework.

Today I talked to Cedric and he said he liked my story (yes, the book I write hehe) so I think I will keep writing that story.

I still worried for my studies. Sometimes I feel like doing nothing. Once again I’m a leaf in the wind. I don’t know where I will go. I must make my life goals again coz without my beloved one I have not too much to do now. All my future plans were with him, now there’s nothing left.