Well, everything started bad as usual last Friday when I met Erny hehehe. (I will call him Erny from now on). So, we had nothing to do coz we don’t know where the party was going to be. You wont believe it, but we arrived to the party like at midnight and it was a boring party. There were some friends of Erny (again) but this time one was kinda cool and the other a fucking jerk who dated or something like that with a girl from my Major.

I was drinking beer and I didn’t want to drink too much but Mike said to me: ohh Sam.. tell me your excuse to not get drunk tonight? You wont drive back home so you can drink all you want. Me: -hehehe, yes, thanks. So, he was giving me lots things to drink and at the end of the night the vodka did its job and I finished extremely drunk. I don’t remember to be that drunk lately.

We were going back home and I think (coz I don’t remember well)  that we were near my home when there was lots of passion so he said: do you want to go to a better place? ;) It was nearly 4 am I think coz as I said I was completely lost. I replied there was not need to go a better place xD coz the car was ok. (I have a kinky mind xD). So, he said he was going to look for a darker street. That was when I got dizzy or I don’t know what happened to me that I finished vomiting…. OMFG!!! That is how my passionate night (or morning) ended. I also wanted to go to the restroom, oh I drank so much and I didn’t eat before lol.

I started to get confused coz I don’t wanna involve feelings between him and I. During the party asked him about a girl (I suppose about her ex gf or ex lover or ex something). Obviously he said: :-I will tell you later. I can’t help it…sometimes I worry about fall in love with him, or that he won’t take me serious.. but I must clear my mind: “Samantha Don’t take Him Seriously!!!! You know what you are playing!!!! You can’t break the rules of the games.”

But I will confess… I’d like and It would be nice if we had a serious relationship. Ok, I have a secret hope that that will happen but my mind says that is not possible. I don’t know… I must be smart.