I had been sick since Tuesday, starting with cold, cough, fever. Fever is now gone but I still have blocked nose and slight cough. I got scared, thinking perhaps I had been infected with AH1N1 virus. Doctor didn't say so, I am safe. Tomorrow is Monday. I feel so heavy thinking of Monday. It could be a sign am growing bored again with my job and it's not even a year yet!! I have told myself that I'd stay in this job and quitting is not an option. I need to stay ON! I am a hard to please person, having a job and yet complaining so much. Deep inside, I remind myself to appreciate everything I have. Mood is not helping though. Am a bit down and the thought of going to work on Monday is not appealing at all.

Being any living creature in this material world is hard. Material world is a place of suffering. Even as a human being, we suffer.