Later, I was outside my classroom and Oct passed by. HE didn’t even stop to talk a bit nor looked at me. Even Kary said he was a asshole for ignoring me so bad!

You migh ask how do Oct look like?. Once a guy told me “he must be a very handsome bad if you are so in love with him”. Well, he is not that a hot but he can make me really hot hehehe. He is blond, hazel eyes, his hair is a bit long now, he has glasses and must be around 1.77m. About his mind he is a communist  xD  and of course member of the left party!

Ok, the Oct’s story is over now. I guess  I never put my cards on the table or he was just not interested in me. I don’t know, I still think I didn’t play all my cards in this game called love.  I could give more from me or make more things. But it’s PAST and … goodbye Oct have a good life. I will be honest I don’t dare to delete him from my contacts list but I guess I must…what do you think? We are not friends  nor anything.

On the other hand there is Ernst or must I say there was? He has disappeared!!!!! I think he deleted from his contacts also coz I never see him online.  Hmm….. with or without him I will be ok. The bad side of this is that I have been paying attention to see what street is dark enough to kinky in his car hehehe.

I f  feel kinda down now. I told yesterday to my friends and my mom that I was gay hahaha and nobody belived me. Anyway I’m listening now “Feel it” by The Tamperer and Maya and it is such a gay song that it made me gay now hahahaha.  I was dancing it all day yesterday indeed doing my homework.

Well, tonight I went to the cinema and guess what suddenly when we were about buying the tickets and woman told us: hey I got 2 free tickets left.. I have used all the tickets for my daughter and friends but I have those.. so if you want them take them. Wow, I got 2 free tickets so cool!!! What a nice woman!!! With that money I could buy porn cops, nachos and sodas!!!