There are many problems in the world and my main problem is to decide where I’m going on vacation. Life is good… no doubt about it.

Well, I decided I wont go to anywhere hahaha. How come did I arrive to this decision?

Here you go: I had decided I was going to Brazil coz there was many problems for arriving to Sib’s country. But, later I recived a message from the Embassy saying I enter freely!!! Oh my god!!! Is that a sign?

Rosa was telling me: -Buy your ticket to Brazil soooooon! On Friday I was about buying it but I didn’t coz I needed my mom’s credit card lol. So, on Saturday I was searching for my ticket but I couldn’t find the same price that on Friday. While I was searching Rosa wrote me. She said she was going to change her flight ticket coz she would better arrive on 21st December (to be able to fly with her cousin).

We were supposed to arrive on16th December but now as her cousin is going too. I don’t know. I better wont go. You know how is the situation… she had an affair with Henrique, who kissed me in the New Year party.

She didn’t want to go alone to Brazil so that she was telling me: come come with me. But, now I will be out of place. Plus, I guess she can be kind of jealous about me with Henrique. You know, my mom and a friend told me: you can arrive before to Brazil and get the boy hehehehee. So, when Rosa comes it will be too late coz he will be my boy hahahaha. Ok, or I have other friend in Brazil, his name is Henrique also (oh my god) and I can go with him coz he lives in Florianopolis and he invites me there.

About Sib .. I’m not in love now. So. I don’t wanna go to anywhere hahaha. I’m still waiting for info to know if I can go to Sib’s. But maybe in spring it would be better.. I will have more time to get in shape and I don’t know. :D

I don’t know nothing. I woke up thinking: I wont go to anywhere. Hehehe.

I must do homework. Im fucked up.. once again … what would you do if you were me? Brazil? Or meeting Sib and probably accomplish all my fantasies hehehehe?