i don't like the days i get on now at all,and don't know why.Maybe they are lack of sunshine or colors.Sometimes i will think about sth out of my controll,such as my major and the job in the future even the love.Uhm...i try to be happy everyday and everywhere,and i am in fact.But have you been in the mental state like me?i feel nervous.i feel like to see my future and the path in the rest of my life.