I wont be scared anymore.... what must happen will happen ....

My heart is open and full of love, I hope this will help me in this life fight, and if it's not enough I will be ok, everything it's gonna be alright.

I'm young and I have a entire life in front of me.

I must live without fear, because if i live with fear it wont let me be happy.

I know I can fall, but If I don't risk because I'm scared to fall I'll never success,

so NOW I promise I will risk ... my heart can be broken but I must take this risk..

I take the risk! I promise! God will help me wherever I go, I'm a good person and I'll never do something bad for anybody.

I must fight my inner fights.

I love you babe!!!!!

Last week I met twice Em (the boy I met in the disco lol), well it was the first time I met him in a place with enough light to see that he has pretty honey eyes and he looks tender and cute.

Well this time I met him without a gote of alcohol and loud music so it was pretty different to the other times we met in disco.

He is cute but he seems a little bit sily hahaha. We have nothing to talk about, I just talk and talk and  talk and he says nothing. That's bad.

Well, I met him because I was having problems with my boyfriend, and we still have problems, but we talked and kinda fixed the things.

Even when my dear one is far now I will wait for him (im gonna try :D ) and I hope things will be better, at least I realized with Em that nobody is as cool and amazing as my boyfriend is.

We supossed to meet again on thursday (me and Em) but I said him the same day: sorry i cannot meet you today, what about tomorrow? and he didn't answer back. So I guess that's over... the story with the disco boy is over and I hope my story with my boyfriend will still alive.

Once Steven told me he was watching on tv a program about handycap people and he said that it makes him sad. I asked him: why do you watch that if it makes you sad?

and he answered: to realize how lucky I am :)

Today I saw a blind man asking for money while he was singing a nice song, but before that he said something very important

"Realize how lucky are you for having your senses, realize than when

you see something beautiful many other can't."

That made me think of how lucky I am (and you too) and see how silly we are sometime for complaining of stupid things.

Thank you life for everything...

A man who was dating with Antonella just used her to robbed her house. After she realized of that she said this words:

"When will women learn that we don't need a man to be happy?"

She felt alone and for that she began a relantionship with this man who robbed her house, and now she saw the results.

I will try to not forget this words...