How many times do I have to stay quiet while I want to shout?

How many times do I have to stay calm to not have more problems?

I guess in life sometimes we must "kiss asses" to not get involved in problems .... or arguments... I hate controversy... and I prefer to stay calm with people ... but i think is time to take my own responsabilities... and say what I want to

I wish I were more brave to defent what I think and what I want, instead of that I prefer to get out for the easier way, I hate fighting and I dont like when the people is angry with me.

But I cant act like this forever... I will try to change....

Maybe get into controversies is funny... but honestly I have enough stress for now I dont need more sh1t xD