I feel so apathetic now, I want to do many things but at them same time I don't want to do anything.

I think I have mental issues lol, I didn't mean to say I'm crazy but ohhh I feel so week now. Sometimes I prefer to sleep so then I cannot think about anything.

Hmmm I hate my life here, it's so boring and I have nothing to do now

Also a boy I met last days say to me: oh let's meet on thursday

and that day in the morning he sent me an sms saying: sorry I cannot meet you today

I explain you later....WTF!!!

whagt can he explain?? I hate boys!!!  lol

Well, I don't.... but now I don't have a love illusion!