Am I an idiot or what??? I guess I just love to piss Matt off.... I was in the pool, helping them clean it and Matt was trying to do something to the pump or whatever, and he splashed me, totally pissing me off, not only was the water dirty, but I had taken a shower earlier this morning and didn't want to get my hair dirty... So we got into an argument. Then he says, "I'm not a mind reader, am I?" To which I replied, cause I can't ever keep my stupid mouth shut, "No, but you're an idiot." Pissed him off royally. But I didn't care that it pissed him off, it upset my mom. She was standing right next to us, listening to the whole thing. She didn't yell at me, or even look at me... That totally hurt. Normally if me and him fight she tells me to cool it. But she said nothing. He can dish it out, but he can't take it. It's not the first time that Matt and I have fought, if you couldn't already tell... And it sure in the hell won't be the last. But when things don't go his way, he acts like such a baby. He stomps around the house, slams things, ignores people. I'm just so tired of him. I asked my dad today if I can live with him and his wife. He said we have to talk to my mom first. I've already thought of a conversation with her... I almost even talked to her, but she was watching a movie and she looked happy, and I just didn't want to ruin it for her... But I'll have to do it sometime. I really want to leave this time. I've asked my dad if I can live with him before, but it never happened... But I'm done this time. I've tried. And I failed. And I know it. I can't live here. I'll just lose myself in this prison that I call my room.