My day would pretty much be boring for anybody else. But for me, it was pretty cool. My computer screen had died, so I wasn't able to get on my computer. But my dad has my laptop hooked up to his monitor. I read all day while listening to music. I played with Tip. (My new kitten, got her as a birthday present from my best friend.) And then, after I finished the book and after lunch, I watched a movie. Barbie for all of you curious folk. As I mentioned in my first blogs, that I didn't have friends. Or whatever. But I don't know about my friends status anymore. I mean, Amanda, well, I was mad at her. Then I became mad at every other one of my friends. But them of course didn't know, it being summer and all. It's sad really, none of my friends talk to me over summer. I guess it's my fault as well as theirs. But some friends have jobs. Unlike me... Yet. Others I haven't even talked to since the last day of school. Amanda, Kayla, and Donnie are really the only ones that I've talked to more than once. I've only talked to Evan twice. First on MySpace, then on messenger. But that was it. I don't go to any of their houses, because I think it'd feel wierd just going to their house. Without everybody else. The only person who I'm really comfortable around without having any of our friends around is Amanda and Donnie. But even Donnie sometimes it feels wierd hanging out with him. I'd just prefer to talk to people over the computer or text. I hate talking on the phone. My life seems pretty dramatic. Well, atleast to me it does. I don't know if I want to stay with my dad, or go back with my mom. But yeah, I'm still hoping for suggestions on that. Maybe from someone who's been there. I don't know. I'm not ready for change, yet I'm dying to start over. And leave my heartache behind.