Ok... i'm very tired of being waiting for something nice with my boyfriend. It seems he has many problems, so babe: go and fix your life!!!! and later if you have the time and interest on me we talk and everything can be as beautiful as it was before.

But I'm sorry to tell you that I'm not going to sit down and wait for you. 

If you are the love of my life, it will be... and if you are not... I'm still young to find a new love.

Many things has happened in my life these last days, but yesterday something cool happened. I was in a bar and I was bored and I though about Em and suddenly I said to my friend: hey look he looks like Em, and yes he was Em. But he looked soooooo good yesterday, I never saw him like that .... I regreted to didn't call him. So I was going to leave the bar but i decided to go and say "hi". One of my friends told me: dont let him go ... he is very handsome.

So I walked to him and we talked a little bit, he said he never recived my SMS and he though I didnt want to meet him (maybe he is right lol because I felt bad coz I "have" a boyfriend). Well I told him that I wrote him and  bla bla bla . Later we stayed in silence, ys that silence that bothers you and you dont know what to say.

I told him: maybe we can meet someday ... I'm leaving now

I don't remember what he asnwered ... maybe because he didn't say too much.

so I left.. with a broken heart.

I have been blind ... I left go an amazing boy as Em for staying with a boyfriend that can't even deal with his own life. Well I must say too that Em is, I dont know, maybe a little bit silly lol I'm not sure, we don't have to much thing to talk about, of maybe is because we are just knowing is each other now.

I dont know what will happend with Emi, maybe I will wrote him or I don't know.

Anyway I still like the blond guy that is in the next class. :D

Emi come back to my life ...my friend say you are hot hehehe ... I have been silly sorry :'(