I really feel not good

I didnt get that new job

And I cound't see any progress with the boy introduced last time

We can not found something in common

Our conversation can not last for more then 3 minutes before the silence came out

OK

I admit, we are not on the same level

I dont know how to describe the feeling now

Like

Somebody handed over a candy to a child with silme, and said"This is yours!"

And he just took away the candy before child reached the candy

And he turned away, with the child standing there astonshingly, hands in air

I was that child

I though a new good job was coming

I though a good boyfriend might be there

It turns out to be not true.

I lose nothing

But feel not good!